Category: Dharma

  • Non-Self for the Newly Old

    Uposatha Day, First Quarter Moon, March 12, 2011

    I hereby present my first rerun. For a number of months I have posted anew each Uposatha Day. This week, slowed by various projects with perhaps a bit of sloth and torpor, I have failed. However most current followers of this blog are probably not aware of its early beginnings as a travel log of my days in Burma. I resubmit this entry from September, 2009, reflections upon reaching the age of 60(!), which bear on our ongoing topic of discussion, the Self. I hope you find it useful.  Next week the discussion will continue with Non-Self and Buddhist Practice.

    Newly Old

    On September 27, 2009, while living in Sagaing, Myanmar, I turned 60! In Buddhism we have  this Self thing, or rather don’t have it. To be a Self requires the view that there is something in or around this body that is unchanging, besides a Social Security Number. That unchanging Self is what is known in Buddhism as “a mental formation,” and also as a “Wrong View.” In my case this delusion of a mental formation arose many years ago complete with many wonderful unchanging characteristics. So it is not surprising that that Self is someone actually much younger than me. The landmark event of turning 60 puts me once again face to face with that unchanging youthful Self, and gives me three choices:

    One, Denial.

    Under this choice I try all the harder to convince myself that I AM this youthful unchanging Self. After all, I have the still unchanged energy to be an international globetrotter, like I was in my 20’s, and now without depending on Youth Hostels.  My health is excellent, except when I’m sick or have pulled a muscle. I can always grow my lush head of hair back (I think; I haven’t actually checked for a while). I’ve had many more years of experience being young than any of the young of today — the whippersnappers — so I should be really good at it. Why, I just might get me a skateboard, and what I think they call a “Walk Man” so I can listen to the latest “Disko” music, just like the youth of today. Monks don’t have hats to speak up that they could wear backwards, but maybe I’ll express my youthful rebellion by wearing my robe over my RIGHT shoulder.

    After I began, with such thoughts, to settle into a happy state of denial my daughter emailed from America, “I don’t think the skateboard is a good idea. After all, you are 60.”  That suddenly took the wind out of my sails. I then began to realize how denial must always slide the slippery slope gradually into depair. So I placed my mind there to see how it felt.

    Two, Despair.

    Under this choice I lament the unfairness of the universe for not being the way it is supposed to be, for failing to respect who I really am, for not according me what was promised to me, for being like a fancy restaurant that has inexcusably  lost my dinner reservation or a hotel that has put me in a room next to the elevator or over a, uh, disco. I might even try to organize something to do about it, like a protest.

    Or I might just relish the despair. You know, I would probably make a really great Bitter Old Man, famous for my Bodhidharma frown.  I would learn the art of striking fear in the hearts not only of children, but even of dogs and cats. And it would just get better as I get older and older and  older, and more and more bitter. The Despair I would experience with Flair, with a Penetrating Frown and a Horrifying Glare. Wigglet, the dog I had adopted in Sagaing, would no longer want to come to my door, relieved instead by the mangiest mongrels of Sagaing, MY kinda dog . I would learn to peal paint and wilt flowers as I walk by. Haha. If I have to be a Bitter Old Man, I’m going to do it right. Bynext rainy season my mere presence will pop meditators right out of Samadhi into a thicket of unwholesome impulses. My former fans will say, “Don’t do It, Bhante, don’t become a Bitter Old Man,” and “No, Not Bhikkhu Cintita.”

    … But wait, what am I thinking? Am I not just replacing one Self with another, the Young with the Old, then clinging equally to the new (Old)?  Do I really think I can find satisfaction with the Old (new) Self, any more than I could with the old (Young )? Is not the new (Old) equally subject to dissolution? Oh, Impermanence, What Vexation Have You Wrought? And what would the Buddha say? One of his monks turning into a modern (new but Old) Mara. Besides, I can see that this Bitter Old Man bit will wear thin pretty quickly.  “Oh, Wigglet! Wigglet!”

    Three, Acceptance.

    Under this choice I regard this situation as a good Practice Opportunity and Topic for Contemplation. This is the Buddhist Way! It goes something like this:

    If I am not this unchanging youthful Self, then who is that guy, and who am I? I seem to have his memories of who he is supposed to be, so we must have intersected at some point, maybe that time in 1965. If he is not me, he must be around here somewhere, since he is unchanging. And I must be another Self, so two Selves. And if there can be two Selves that I identify as me, aren’t there likely to be more? But I know that guy used to be me, so what happened?  The mind not able to wrap itself around any of this, exhausted, all the Selves shatter and what is left is nothing but the recognition of change, a continual relentless morphing  of the whole universe into new forms. Even as the idea arises that THIS IS ME, all the parts and their relations are already morphing into something else. Any Self that tries to hold onto itself does not fit into the way things really are, is no more than the product of a very active imagination trying to find something solid in an ocean of change. It is silly to try to hang onto something I never was and could not possibly be.

    Thinking this way gives me the ability to lighten up, … and to sound very philosophical while I’m at it.

    As a Buddhist monk I take on a large set of vows which if followed scrupulously give very little opportunity to feed a Self. They don’t guarantee that I won’t entertain a Self secretly, and they allow for the basic requirements for well-being of the body and mind that the Self also sometimes wants, but they divert almost all of my life’s time and energy to purposes other than keeping a Self alive. This has two benefits. First, protecting or enhancing that Self is always a losing battle. That becomes easier to see as I become older; it will all end up in the rubbish bin. Second, a self is insatiable. It could easily drain all my life’s time and energy, and leave no room for worthy projects. There is an enormous sense of liberation that comes with monastic vows, there really is. (Not that all monks experience this: the vows Don’t Mean a Thing if You Don’t Have that Swing.)

    So what are my selfless worthy projects? More than ever I intend to devote my remaining years to the cultivation and flourishing of American Buddhism. I say, “more than ever” because I am enormously inspired by what I see of Buddhism here in Burma, and at a distance dismayed at what I know of the spiritual state of my own country. It will take selfless wisdom, energy and patience, on the part of countless dedicated disciples of the Buddha to see Buddhism firmly planted in American soil. But Burma has taught me it can be done and shown me what a difference it makes when it is done. That is where my heart is as I join the ranks of the Newly Old.

    Just when I had not only resigned myself to no longer being a youth, or a Self, but also thought I was joyfully present with this reality, one of the monks at Sagaing told me he thought I was already 70! That suddenly propelled me back to Square One. If you see someone zipping around Austin on a skateboard wearing full burgundy robes this spring, that will be me.

  • Non-Self: The Problem of Having a Self 2

    Uposatha Day, New Moon, March 4, 2011

    A mind overcome with unskillful qualities borne of greed, aversion and delusion, his mind consumed, dwells in suffering right in the here and now, feeling threatened, turbulent, feverish, and at the breakup of the body, after death, can expect a bad destination. AN 3.69

    The self is born from functional behaviors that ensure survivability of an ongoing process, behaviors that protect from a dangerous world, and exploit resources of the world. It arises with greed and ignorance as a fabrication, a compounded thing, dependent on mind. We for the most part dwell in a world of our own fabrication, a world populated with selves, and a conceptual framework to make sense of it, a framework that leans toward seeking personal advantage. Now the first Problem with Having a Self is that the Self is a schemer and is capable of great harm while failing to recognize the harm it produces. We discussed this last week. This week I take up dukkha, personal suffering, and samsara, the round of birth and death where we really get stuck.


    The Suffering Self. The world can appear as a candy shop full of delicious sights, sounds and tastes that we want to make ours. We begin a life of toys, electronic gadgets, later power tools, fast cars, fast women, fast food. From a young age our consumer culture, with its relentless marketing of Stuff, cheers us on. The second problem with having a self is that we begin to have a stake in things. We seek to possess that for which we are greedy, and to maintain and protect it from loss. We seek to avoid or get rid of that which we hate and to keep it distant. And of course we have a stake in ourselves, which we seek not only to maintain and protect, but to enhance, to make special and distinct.

    So what is wrong with living like this? All of these things are compounded, they are fabricated as tractable islands of stability in a swirling whirling world of relentless change. The world as it really is out-paces our fabrications, and as a result one by one we see everything we hold dear slip away from us, and what we fear intrude, all too soon. We experience life as trying to hold on to a handful of sand and watching it run through our fingers. Things decay, they wilt, they die, they disappear, our once shiny new possessions, our good fortune, our fame, our friends, our loved ones, even our own body’s and our own minds all slip away, and even before they do we experience the insecurity that they will. Nothing is good enough, nothing lasts. It can’t, because our fabrications are always unrealistic ideals. This vexing ever-present gap, this lack, between our fabrications and the way things really are, is unsatisfying, it is tense, it is anxious, it is painful, it is suffering, dukkha. Alongside impermanence and unsubstantiality (non-self), suffering is the middle of the Three Seals of Existence, the stuff of all compounded things.

    “Monks, the All is aflame. What All is aflame? The eye is aflame. Forms are aflame. Consciousness at the eye is aflame. Contact at the eye is aflame. And whatever there is that arises in dependence on contact at the eye — experienced as pleasure, pain or neither-pleasure-nor-pain — that too is aflame. Aflame with what? Aflame with the fire of passion, the fire of aversion, the fire of delusion. Aflame, I tell you, with birth, aging & death, with sorrows, lamentations, pains, distresses, & despairs.” SN 35.28

    However, we are slow witted and don’t see the problem. It is as if everything we touch is red hot and burns our fingers, we feel the pain but, puzzled about its source, we continue to handle and pass things around anyway. Our minds deceive us; in spite of abundant evidence of our folly we continue to be seduced by the shiny fabrications and fail to realize that they are, in fact, unreliable, painful and insubstantial.

    A man who is greedy for fields, land, gold, cattle, horses, servants, employees, women, relatives, many sensual pleasures, is overpowered with weakness and trampled by trouble, for pain invades him as water, a cracked boat. Snp 4.1 Kama Sutta

    More than that, we want even more! Our common diagnosis of the dissatisfaction we are feeling is not that we need to let go of our stake in things, but that we simply do not yet have enough. Silly us. Never reaching the point of enough, the point of contentment, we distract ourselves increasingly with parties, games, public entertainment and private sexual intrigue. There is enthusiasm, laughter, thrills but there is always tension underneath. We get fat and drink too often, and still we cannot wash the lack away. We love and, while briefly rousing, there is no peace to be gained, either we stop or they stop and it turns to tragedy, sometimes hatred, depression, suicide, murder. Tension is the stuff of our lives, our sense of lack only grows, we even begin to lack kindness for those close to us, our feelings are blocked, we are emotionally dead. This is what Thoreau must have meant by “living a life of quiet desperation.”

    There is no satisfying sensual desires, even with the rain of gold coins. For sensual pleasures give little satisfaction and much pain. Having understood this, the wise man finds no delight even in heavenly pleasures. The disciple of the Supreme Buddha delights in the destruction of craving. Dhammapada 186-187.

    Eventually we die cheated and bitter because the promises of compounded things from which our stake in them arises, have been repeatedly broken. It was all meant to be so perfect.

    The Samsaric Self. It is through craving and pursuing thinks, through having a stake in things, that the fortress self takes shape. I start to divide the world into Good and Evil, based on the fabrications I like and those I dislike, what is reassuring and what is threatening, what is an instrument for me and what is an obstacle, who likes me and who dislikes me. There is *Me* at the center of a network of causality that includes these other elements and tends to exclude anything else. The rest of the world has become irrelevant, we become indifferent to it. This becomes the realm of my schemes.

    In my neediness, learn to scheme, present myself favorably, exhaust myself at work, eliminate competition, sometimes steal or lie, whatever it takes to satisfy those needs. I begin to build up stature, to become somebody, somebody with money and influence, somebody with a distinct character, a career path, a lifestyle, snazzy clothes. Then when I thought I would feel happy with what I have become instead I feel all the more threatened, since we now have so much more personal identity to lose and to protect than before. The stock market, the kid riding his bike past my shiny new car, the gossiping voices that suddenly become quiet as I enter the room, the storm in the county where I enjoy my weekend cabin, my irritable boss, all become threats that I counter with a larger portfolio, a two-car garage, a more loyal network of friends, an insurance policy, a position of more authority. Feeling decreasingly secure, I have been slurped into the vortex of … Samsara.

    My greed and hatred entangles me more and more in a web of unskillful impulses and habits and entangles others in the same, as others try to match my greed lest I take what they have or might want, try to match my hatred in self-defense, and seek revenge where my plans are most fruitful. Envy, resentment at the injustice, stealing a client, angry words. As my greed robs and impoverishes others and my fear and insecurity turns to hate and arouses fear, the world punches back, it tries to bring down what I have accomplished. All the while my search for personal advantage has set a poor example for others, destroying trust and ideals and turns others’ reserves of skillful intentions to cynicism. On the other hand, I seek alliances with others, friendships, insofar as they are of mutual self-interest, letting down my guard enough to engages in exchanges, treaties and cooperative endeavors from which we both benefit.

    As my samsaric life takes shape, it begins to express itself in characteristic patterns of behaviors. As such I become noted perhaps for my greed for material things, perhaps for my anger, perhaps for my inclination toward malicious gossip, perhaps for my restlessness as I become desperate for satisfaction, perhaps for my envy or jealousy, perhaps for my sexual affairs or for overeating or over-drinking, perhaps for my defensiveness and fear. As I act out any of these qualities I suffer, all the more when it becomes the emotional tenor of my life, and the lens through which I perceive reality. I find myself living in a realm of my own making, in fact, one of the following realms:

    • Animal Realm. This is the somewhat frantic, restless state that arises in response to the habit of turning all impulses (lust, greed, anger, jealousy, vengefulness, torpor, etc.) into action without reflection. A person of a passionate disposition lives in a world which pulls him this way, then that way, keeping him forever restless, unable to get his coordinates.
    • Hungry Ghost Realm. This is a state of constant lack or dissatisfaction that arises from the habit of trying to satisfy greed. A person of greedy disposition likewise lives in a miserly world, one that withholds what she seeks, who can never get enough.
    • Angry Titan Realm. This is the state of fury directed at all obstacles to one’s ambitions, that arises from the habit of acting out of anger. A person of angry disposition, who thinks angry thoughts, who acts repeatedly on his anger, lives in a world that is increasingly threatening, that is frightening and uncooperative or specifically conspires against him, and encourages even more anger in response.
    • Hell Realm. This is the extreme, overwhelming state in which greedy or hateful impulses have completely lost any bounds.
    • Deva Realm. This contrasts with the above. It is the comfortable, often complacent state relatively untouched by greed or hatred, in which one’s needs are satisfied. A person of a kindly disposition lives in a world of ease, where no personal needs are unmet, where others, even if not acting in an ideal manner, are forgivable.
    • Human Realm. This is a mixed state in which greed or hatred are present, but in which deliberate mastery of one’s emotional states are also possibilities. This is the best realm for Buddhist practice.

    Not only do habit patterns shape the emotional tenor of one’s life, but they actually begin to impact health and physical appearance. We are all aware that habitually angry people (titans) are subject to heart disease and other stress-related illnesses. They also take on the characteristic appearance of angry people; they enter a cocktail party and people immediately begin shuffling over to the other side of the room. They tend to look like Klingons. For denizens of Hell this is all the more so. Animals and hungry ghosts take on the effects of overconsumption, such as plumpness. Upturned noses, downturned brows, scowls, these become etched on people’s faces. These habit patterns begin also to shape the successes and failures in one’s life; people would rather do business with a deva than an animal, a human is more likely to have her act together than a hungry ghost. These habit patterns even to a large extent determine who your friends are; people attract others like themselves, or sometimes repel those unlike themselves. We fabricate our world at many levels.

    Not only will self-based habit patterns, attitudes and emotions determine your health, physical appearance and social context, but they will replicate themselves in others. For instance, your present alcoholism may still persist a century from now, in your great grandchildren, or in the great grandchildren of your current drinking buddies, and may have been alive in your great grandfather or in the great grandfathers of your drinking buddies. There is some evidence that humans absorb behaviors simply by observation. So, it is common that if a parent smokes, the child will grow up to smoke, if the parent is abusive, the child will grow up to be abusive. If the parents are studious and like to snack, the child will grow up studious and disposed toward snacks. The scheming suffering samsaric self you may have become will, in this sense, tend to replicate itself in your children and in others around you.

    Institutional Samsara. I’ve mentioned the capacity scheming suffering samsaric people have for creating alliances, friendships, cooperative agreements, and such. These often further coalesce into street gangs, armies, vigilante groups, sports teams, fan clubs, business partnerships, guilds, clubs, corporations, political parties, unions and governments. The Buddha pointed out how greed and anger give rise to war between armies. The military becomes an institutionalization of hatred, or more properly aversion, aversion toward threat and aversion toward obstacles to greed. Humans generally make their institutions in their own image, only generally more so. Since institutions are becoming increasingly influential in human affairs it might be useful to consider their role in samsaric existence

    American courts are fond of treating corporations as people, so it is worth taking them as an example to see how they actually are very much like selves. For-profit corporations are hungry ghosts, an institutionalization of greed, in fact boundless greed where contentment is not an option. This statement is not intended as a value judgment; they are actually structured with these functions in mind. A for-profit is a collaboration among stockholders, expecting returns on investment. and at the same time also institutionalize delusion insofar as they are chartered by governments to have limited liability for the consequences of their activities, such as harm to encountered populations or environments. (British corporations tend even to put the word “Limited” in their names, where American corporations use simply “Inc.” German corporations are clearest, adding “GmbH,” which stands for “Gesellschaft mit beschraenkter Haft,” i.e., “Company with limited Liability.”) This is quite deliberate: Early corporations were instruments of colonial expansion. Current American legal precedent even requires that corporations protect stock-holders’ interests prior any other interests.

    For-profit corporations are thus legally constituted as greedy selves, that ignore, by law, anything that is not self-serving. Of course most corporations produce a product or service for sale to customers, so out of self interest they also engage in collaborative exchanges and must cultivate amicable relations with their customer base, just as greedy people will cultivate friendships, and often provide them with quality products in return for their money, so the public perception of most corporations is often positive. However, the harm committed in the operations of often shockingly aggressive corporations is abundantly documented. In short, they operate as designed.

    An alarming property of human institutions is that they tend to take on a life of their own, often in spite of the intentions of the people involved. It is puzzling, for instance, that Burma, perhaps currently the most pristinely Buddhist country in the world, is ruled by a brutal military government, who are almost all ostensibly Buddhists! It is more apparent that corporations will do this. For instance, a CEO who neglects stockholder interest out of concern for migrating caribou, say, or for the damage a new monopoly would cause to the proper functioning of free markets, is commonly ousted and replaced by one who will focus entirely on profits. The second CEO takes on part of the character of the corporation and will suffer for it.

    Naturally since institutions are selves walking amongst us, they influence the thoughts and behaviors of others. A particularly vexing modern development within human institutions, afforded by technologies of mass communication, are public relations and marketing. Now, the problem with the marketing paradigm from a Buddhist perspective is that it generally relies on provoking the very factors of greed, hate and delusion, and in particular a delusive view of the self that underlies human scheming, suffering and samsara. It produces a society in which Buddha’s words, The All is aflame … aflame with the fire of passion, the fire of aversion, the fire of delusion,” are still true, but now someone is spraying gasoline from the air. Not only is the appeal of fabrications promoted, a set of values and attitudes that promote a self-enhancing consumer lifestyle is instilled in the culture. By Buddhist reckoning we should expect this to lead to a society which suffers enhanced levels of stress, anxiety, restlessness, despair, anger, fear, greed, envy, ill-will, and slimey behavior. Statistically I suppose this would be reflected in high levels of drug, alcohol and antidepressant use; suicide; divorce rates and crime. Still, most troubling about the power of public relations and marketing is that with too much exposure you live no longer in a world of your own fabrication, but in a world of someone else’s fabrication, fabricated for their own ends, not yours.

    Aaaall of this comes from a misplaced thought, the simple belief in an separate self. A little fabrication is a dangerous thing. We now see why, recognizing this perhaps for the first time in human history, the Buddha placed anatta, non-self as “the central doctrine of Buddhism, without understanding of which a real knowledge of Buddhism is altogether impossible.” Next week we turn to anatta in Buddhist practice, how we put what we have learned about anatta to work to alleviate the consequences of this misplaced thought, to end the harm we do others in the name of Self, the harm we do ourselves and the relentless suffering that shadows our lives.

  • Non-Self: The Problem of Having a Self 1

    Uposatha Day, Last Quarter Moon, February 26, 2011

    The anatta [non-self] doctrine teaches that neither within the bodily and mental phenomena of existence, nor outside of them, can be found anything that in the ultimate sense could be regarded as a self- existing real ego-entity, soul or any other abiding substance. This is the central doctrine of Buddhism, without understanding which a real knowledge of Buddhism is altogether impossible. It is the only really specific Buddhist doctrine, with which the entire Structure of the Buddhist teaching stands or falls. – Ven. Nyatiloka

    In summary of last week‘s discussion, the Self, and all other formations (compounded things) owe their existence at least in part to mind. This has a practical role in the task of tracking what is essentially intractable: a fluid contingently co-arisen reality, in which all things are simply reflections of other things, astonishing in its complexity and dizzying in the dynamic flux spreading forever this way and that. Mind tracks this by reifying or freezing the most stable and functional parts. In short, it replaces a bewilderingly complex reality with a simpler conceptual model and uses the simpler model to predict the behavior of the more complex system. Independently of mind there is nothing that could be identified as existing in, of and for itself, independently of the fluctuating contingencies, nothing with the solidity and confidence of the formations the mind gives rise to. This last thesis is what is called Emptiness.

    The problem with all this from the Buddhist perspective is that the conceptual model is a delusion. One of the immediate costs of this conceptual form of human cognition is that it tends to be chunky, it is full of large solid things with properties and with relations to other large solid things. There is inevitably a gap between this model and the fluid reality it is trying to track, and we, as humans, once we take a stake in the reliability of compounded things, have to live with this relentless disappointing gap. In good times and bad, through thick and thin, come rain or shine, through birth, sickness, old age and death, through bearish and bull, something is always askew. This is suffering.

    The Separate Self. We occupy this world of formations, and the formations we have the greatest state in are our own selves, polished up as fabrications of our own minds to become separate things existing on their own, independently of the rest of the world, yet at the same time subject for their well-being to various forces at work in the rest of the world.

    While I think of myself as a functional whole, I end up chunky, like an elephant trying to walk through a glassware shop of a world, maintaining a consistency of identity and purpose, lacking the fluidly of, say, a gaggle of bunnies entrusted with the same task. But then, which of the bunnies would be me? Even while maintaining this chunky separate self I recognize that no one part of it is constant; I have a tooth extracted, I have a bridge installed to replace it. I learn a foreign language, I take up a meditation practice and my mind has shifted. I age and begin walking with a cane or wearing a hearing aid. The most constant thing in this body and mind is me, my own identity as me. Although my own existence as an independent thing is the fundamental working assumption in my life, I still have an uneasy feeling that I am not there at all, only parts, processes and functions. So I assume the existence of something I cannot see, maybe a soul, a constant essence, or a homunculus, a tiny man in a larger machine, you know, the guy who makes the decisions, sees what the eyes have seen, hears what the ears have heard and in general has all the experiences.

    We learned last week how the world, even before we fabricate the formations to understand or describe it, tends to organize itself into functional patterns, and that when we later conceptualize as living beings have among their functions survival and reproduction, to which the function of cognition has adapted. My separate self exists in a world that presents dangers that threaten my survival or reproductive capacity, and at the same time presents resources that I can make use of to secure my survival or enhance my reproductive capacity. Therefore it is natural to think in terms of a fortress, what needs protecting and nourishing on the inside and the dangers and opportunities on the outside. This is probably where I was born as a fabrication: I am the one who is on the inside, where I can defend myself from dangers, and from where I can conduct raids to bring back booty. The world is neatly divided in terms of self and other, subjective and objective, never mind that my own body and mind are also other, and that what is other is a fabrication of my mind.

    Luckily and this is in particular lucky for the prospect of Buddhist practice the human mind is quite resourceful, and though it has a strong tendency to become imprisoned in its own conceptualizations, producing an ironic correlation between degree of certainty and degree of delusion, we do not need to be; we are capable of clinging to the fabrication of self only loosely. For instance, teamwork involves the ability to submit certain physical and mental abilities, which we would normally think of belonging to or at least serving the self, unreservedly to a team function, most commonly of winning a game. A really hot basketball team, for instance, will consists of selfless players — who are, at least, able to remain selfless until the game is over players who, tall and gangling, do not each await each play asking his rigid self, “What’s in it for me?” or “How is this going to make me look good?” Effectively a new self, the team, can constitute itself from the bits and pieces of what will return to separate selves after the game.

    The Scheming Self. The fortress self is the self of greed and hatred or aversion, seeking personal advantage in a (partially) fabricated world of dangers and resources. Fundamental evolutionary functions are to protect and exploit. Something the Buddha recognized is the role greed and hatred play in how we fabricate the world.

    Greed, hatred and delusion, friend, make one blind, unseeing and ignorant; they destroy wisdom, are bound up with distress, and do not lead to Nibbana. AN 3.71

    Love will find a way,” we say. Likewise, “cookies will find a way,” “beer will find a way,” and so on. They usually don’t. We interpret lust (in Buddhism a kind of greed) as a need and often abandon all wisdom to attain the object of our lust. Wisdom likewise gives way to anger (in Buddhism a kind of hatred). Perceived through angry eyes the object of our anger, even a close and beloved friend having become perhaps an obstacle to that for which we are greedy, easily turns into something demonic, at least until the anger subsides, losing all good qualities.

    Here is a speculative account how delusions may arise on the heals of greed or hatred: If we desire some thing (or dislike some thing), then that thing in our fabricating mind becomes big, it loses its undesirable features and its desirable features grow (or it loses its desirable features and its undesirable features grow). The paths of causal relations that connect the object of desire to the self come alive as plans are considered for the acquisition of the object of desire (or aversion of the object of dislike). Whatever objects lie along those paths grow in prominence, as do their particular features relevant to our plans, while all else shrivels and disappears. Even people become instruments and nothing more, or else obstructions, which then become immediate objects of irritation then hatred, or appreciation then love. The result is that we now reside in a sparse and anxious world fabricated from our own self-centered and highly judgmental manipulations. It is particularly telling what drops out of the world as irrelevant to the self’s concerns. Careers, marriages and health are often neglected and discarded through lust. Even self-destructive behaviors are tolerated as people sacrifice physical health out of lust for food, drink, cigarettes and so on, and mental health out of lust for electronic entertainment, drugs and so on. People are often propelled by lust from one unhealthy and unhappy sexual relationship to another. The victimization of others through our plans, for instance in stealing what is desired, is often ignored. When the object of lust is not attained or is lost, revenge, violence and even murder can ensue.

    Now, in the absence of such delusion people tend by nature to be kind, compassionate and generous toward one another, even the most ignoble ruffians. However, delusion quickly displaces virtue, permitting the most horrendous and unimaginable crimes, and it all comes from a misplaced thought, the belief in an separate self. What is worse, when confronted with their crimes, people often respond with another round of delusion to explain away or justify their behaviors. Most people are quite adept at this: “They had no business being there.” “Well, he had it coming.” “That’s not my problem.” “That is one more step toward relieving the world of surplus population.” “Cows don’t feel pain.” “It is a dirty job, but someone has got to do it.” “It is a matter of honor.” “That takes care of it once and for all.” “Oops.”

    And this is only the beginning. Next week we continue the discussion of the Problem with Having a Self as we look at suffering and samsara.

  • Non-Self: What is It?

    Uposatha Day, Full Moon, February 18, 2011

    Monks, suppose that a large glob of foam were floating down this Ganges River, and a man with good eyesight were to see it, observe it, & appropriately examine it. To him — seeing it, observing it, & appropriately examining it — it would appear empty, void, without substance: for what substance would there be in a glob of foam? In the same way, a monk sees, observes, & appropriately examines any form that is past, future, or present; internal or external; blatant or subtle; common or sublime; far or near. To him — seeing it, observing it, & appropriately examining it — it would appear empty, void, without substance: for what substance would there be in form? Phena (Foam) Sutta, SN 22.95

    The things we think are substantial, including the self, are not, they are like foam. They are called Formations or Fabrications or Compounded Things. The Pali word is sankhara. Behind them is Suchness, also called Things as They Are, and sometimes Emptiness. Suchness is a vast and fluid, thick and ineffable network of cause and effect, all in relentless rippling flux, much like a raging storm at sea.

    Formations arise always dependent at least partly on mind, they are the minds attempt to make sense of Suchness. Formations are conceptual in nature and bound to language. Formations have three properties and insight into these three properties constitutes the basis of Buddhist Wisdom: Impermanence, Suffering and Non-Self, what the Buddha called the Three Marks of Existence.

    Impermanence. Formations are impermanent because they also arise dependent on the wiles of the fluid mass of Suchness in constant flux. Things arise, they linger and they pass away. Living things are born, they live and then they die. Formations are the things that change; Formations are the mind’s pinpointers, whereby the fluid flux has no coordinates prior to Formations against which change could be measured. Even dependency and arising and therefore Dependent Co-arising can only be described in terms of Formations. Emptiness itself is a Formation. Our language and concepts simply do not fully reach Suchness, only our Insight can.

    Suffering. We live our lives in a world of Formations, that is of our own Fabrication. But since those Fabrications have a basis in the fluid flux of Suchness as well as on Mind they are undependable, they are born only to decay then die. Suffering measures that gap between Formations and suchness, it rests in the minds inability to keep pace with Things as They Are. Having fabricated formations, they are still subject to the wiles of Suchness. They disappoint us over and over. We will look at Suffering in more detail next week.

    Non-Self. speaks of the fabricated nature of Formations. Often the Buddha is thought to have taught that nothing exists, that there is really nothing there. The word emptiness or void (sunyata), used by the Buddha alongside ‘non-self’ tends to imply this. Rather he claimed nothing can be pinpointed on close examination that is a self, that things do not exist on their own. Their thingness, their status as objects, leans on the capacity of the mind for fabrication. While they may be grounded more or less in Suchness their full nature is made up. Formations arise dependent on mind. The cloud exists not because temperature, vapor and all the environmental factors make it exist, but because the mind also perceives it as existing, it exists not on its own side but as a fabrication.

    In sum, it is Formations that are impermanent, it is Formations that are not self, it is also Formations that suffer! There are no Formations without mind, there is no impermanence, nor birth, nor death, nor suffering without Formations. So Formations are a kind of problem for humans, but luckily a problem dependent our own minds.

    I should point out, lest things become too clear, that mind is not something apart from Suchness either. This point is prominent in Dogen’s thought in his subversion of the Zen tradition “Apart from Words and Letters.” Since mind is a part of the flux of Suchness, Formations arise entirely from the Suchness, they are in effect Suchness trying to comprehend itself. Suchness itself is just a Formation as soon as we think there is such a “thing,” or as Nagarjuna said, Emptiness itself is empty. For convenience of exposition, however, I will pretend that Mind and Suchness are distinct.

    Why Formations? From a Buddhist perspective the tendency of the mind for fabrication is unskillful, it is a defilement, at root a delusion, that brings woe beyond measure. I want for a time, however, to write about this not as the present Buddhist monk but as the former cognitive scientist, to reveal the positive side of Formations, not as an unfortunate accidental defect of human cognition but as a necessary and integral part of it. I think this might help the reader make sense of all of this.

    Formations are anticipated by the existence of certain statistical patterns, consistencies and relative stabilities in the fluid flux of suchness. For instance in a rushing river eddies can be perceived. Water molecules under the force of gravity tend to seek the lowest point in a terrain and pool into rivers or ponds, and those are perceived. Moreover initially chaotic systems tend to organize themselves into communities of elements interrelated as functional systems sometimes with the capacity to maintain certain behaviors or relations over time, such as two objects initially flying through space might come to orbit around each other to form a kind of localized system. Sometimes these communities develop complex adaptive and self-regulating behaviors as in the case of living cells. Clusters of such systems then organize themselves into larger systems, and these larger systems exhibit characteristic behaviors and functions. The mind comes along, recognizing such patterns and consistencies and Formations are born. It sounds a bit in my description like the Formations exist prior to the mind, but that is because I already need to invoke Formations like “communities” and “systems of elements” to describe what happens prior to the mind; language requires it.

    Why do minds do this? Well, minds are themselves parts of such complex self-regulating systems. In particular, humans are systems adapted evolutionarily to sustain a certain system dynamics under a wide variety of environmental circumstances, and to replicate themselves. They require a high degree of self-regulation and adaptability in very fragile complex systems functioning in a very hostile environment. If somewhere internal to the system predictions can arise concerning what the environment will throw at it next, the system is in a better position to adapt, but this requires tracking a very complex fluid reality with its rich network of ineffable interdependencies to arrive at some understanding of reality. This understanding will always be a simplification, a crude model of what are in fact vast complexities of Suchness. This understanding develops first by fixing pointers to the most predictable, consistent, stable parts of that reality, first by recognizing patterns as things then by building up the relationships, properties and structures of these things. The recognition part is Perception, the building up part is Formation, two of the five skandhas/khandhas or aggregates of the personality in Buddhism.

    So, instead of blissfully enjoying a low-pitched audio impression of increasing volume, several glints of white, the movement of orange and the whiff of dead meat, all in the flux of interdependent Suchness, we quickly perceive and build up a Formation of a Tiger and this enables us to respond, taking spear quickly in hand, to an impending attack that would otherwise compromise the integrity of this superbly self-regulating system. Pretty cool.

    Are Formations in Here or Out There?

    Question: “So, let me get this straight, Swami What’s-Your-Name, you are saying that the tiger is a Formation fabricated in dependence on my own mind, so that I can make the tiger disappear just by thinking differently?” Yes, that is exactly right. … But don’t try it. You will get eaten anyway.

    The question is, Do Formations ever exist from their own side? Granted that we as reasoning creatures require mental representations of things, aren’t there also things that exist in Suchness, that is not dependent on mind, such as these superbly self-regulating systems? The various thought experiments we have conducted during the last few weeks are a means of helping get out minds around this question. I consider four basic reasons for saying things Formations always depend on mind:

    First, what we think exists or does not exist changes radically upon reflection. A Formation is a kind of story but stories can have alternative plots. Our thought experiments with clouds and shadows are illustrative of this; we easily waffle as to their existential status. Cumulus clouds tend to exist more consistently than cirrus, for instance and shadows produced by a single well-defined light source exist more certainly than those produced from multiple light sources. Recall that each of the thought experiments involves a shift in existential commitment. The tendency for objects to shift or to appear or disappear depending on what the mind adds is reminiscent of the Necker’s Cube, in which one alternatively sees a box from above or from below as the mind shifts its interpretation. Sometimes the mind locks into one interpretation making the alternative difficult to recover, just as we lock into certainty about the existence of some thing.

    In the adventure of two weeks ago Captain Kirk and Scotty came into conflict over their differing interpretations of the captains existence, tracing it through alternative branching continuities: As far as Scotty was concerned the physical Captain he zapped with the paralyzer ray was a mere remnant, something like a ghost, of the real captain that had been successfully beamed to continue his existence on the Planet Flubobo. As far as the captain was concerned he was the captain himself continuing to live his life, without a clear idea of who that guy was walking around on Flubobo. It is revealing that we often trace an object through its pragmatic role, rather than concrete physical existence, while other traceable objects come and go to fill that role. Philosophers of language have pointed out some examples thay call intensional objects. For instance, we can say things like, “Three years ago the President was a Republican but now he is a Democrat,” or “The age of the President has fluctuated from the forties to the seventies,” treating Bush and Obama as different stages of one continuity, of one Formation, allowing a certain function to define a rather long-lived object.

    Second, as we examine suchness more closely, in particular to consider how things are dependently coarisen, the Formations are harder and harder to recognize. We have seen that when we examine clouds, shadows, reflections, even cars and people, as dependently co-arisen, they lose their substantiality. In Suchness the interdependencies are so extensive it does not entirely make sense to try to carve it into discrete objects. Such objects turn out to be much more porous than we expect of our Formations. Nagarjuna, the Second Century Buddhist philosopher, stated that “Emptiness is Dependent Co-Arising!” In short, as we approach Emptiness, Formations disappear, as we recede from Emptiness they assert themselves.

    Third, formations depend on mind, but do not always seem to depend strongly on Suchness. Consider the second variation of the Necker’s Cube pictured here, which is really just an arrangement of pie slices. Actually it is really just an arrangement of pixels, dots of black or white on your computer screen or printed page from which we fabricate pie slices from which we fabricate the lines of the Necker’s Cube. Notice that the lines even seem to continue between the pies, until you blink a couple of times. The mind is doing a lot of fabricating on the basis of little suchness. Humans have been very creative in fabricating very abstract objects out of nothing discernable and then even agreeing among themselves that they are there. Money, for instance, the kind you think is in the bank and belongs to you, is an example. God is another.

    Fourth, formations out there in Suchness are never experienced separately from Formations in here, in mind. We often think our mental formations, our thoughts, or feelings, exist in a different realm then what we think of objective reality. Sometimes we even picture the former realm as located in the space between out ears, or picture ourselves with our thoughts in a fortress Self with an often hostile, sometimes alluring, world outside. But we never experience things that way. Rather the mind seems expansive and encompasses all things. In our experience some pattern in the suchness, such as a combination of colors and an odor, appears and begins to acrete features, first perception or recognition as familiar, then objecthood, then it grows like a crystal to acquire properties like beauty, and relationships to other objects like kinship, and even longings or aversions, a degree of tension, a role in some grand plan, and so on. The object crystallizes in dependence on both suchness and mind. Sometimes we try to sort out what is out there and what it in here, for instance reminding ourselves that “beauty is in the eye of the beholder,” but the fact that we find such reminders profound is precisely because that is not we experience things.

    We live in a world of our own fabrication. The Formations arise dependent on mind, then the details that might be perceived in suchness tend to recede, and as they do so the Formations become even more tangible and convincing. The world thereby becomes easier to track (as Ronald Reagan once said, “If you’ve seen one tree you’ve seen them all”), but also much more frozen and brittle. The wondrous richness and variety of Emptiness is replaced a hidden danger to our very mortal Formations. Next week we will consider the suffering and harm Formations, and particularly our Selves, bring with them. The following week we will learn of the various Buddhist practices that work with loosening the grip of the Self.

  • Non-Self and You.

    Uposatha Day, First Quarter Moon, February 11, 2011

    In the past four weeks we have conducted some thought experiments that raise questions about what exists or does not exist, or in what way things exist. We considered various kinds o things:

    • Holes, for which there really is nothing to observe outside of the context in which we talk about them as if they existed;
    • Clouds, shadows and reflections, whose observable manifestations are all accounted for entirely as dependently arisen other phenomena that are not clouds, shadows or reflections;
    • Cars and other compounded things, whose existence is independent of each of its parts, yet contains nothing that is not one of its parts.

    These various considerations are intended to lead up to the question, In what sense do I, or You, exist? Last week I touched on this question by means of an existential dilemma raised in the way Scotty’s transporter messed with the identity of Captain Kirk in a life-and-death kind of way. This question of Non-Self or Emptiness, appears either academic or nonsensical to many beginning students of Buddhism, but it lies at the very heart of the Buddha’s teachings, it is the foundation of the entire Dharma. It is actually a question all of us have dealt with throughout our lives, though we seldom articulate it as well as the Buddha did; consider how we go through existential crises, and identity crises, how we wonder who we really are and how we feel like nobody but want to become somebody. According to the Buddha virtually all of us have come to the wrong answer to the question, including DesCartes, and that is the root of the human dilemma. In this post we will continue to try to develop an intellectual understanding of this question. In subsequent weeks we will look at non-intellectual ways to approach non-self.

    The Questions of King Milinda is delightful ancient text (which can be googled on the Web and downloaded) that reports in dialectical form an early encounter of East meets West. King Milinda (aka Menander) was the historical King of the Greek kingdom of Bactria, soon to be established as an early Buddhist kingdom, around about what is now Afghanistan, about 400 years after the Buddha. Milinda’s questions are remarkably much the same as many Westerners pose today, and he is about as scrappy about them as many of today’s Westerners. He poses these to a Buddhist monk, Ven. Nagasena, and the ensuing debate is quite lively as they match wits. This excerpt is the very first encounter between Milinda and Nagasena, and deals with the very issue of Non-Self. The translation here is by Bhikkhu Pesala:

    King Milinda went up to Nàgasena, exchanged polite and friendly greetings, and took his seat respectfully to one side. Then Milinda began by asking:

    How is your reverence known, and what sir, is your name?”

    O king, I am known as Nàgasena but that is only a designation in common use, for no permanent individual can be found.”

    Then Milinda called upon the Bactrian Greeks and the monks to bear witness: “This Nàgasena says that no permanent individual is implied in his name. Is it possible to approve of that?” Then he turned to Nàgasena and said, “If, most venerable Nàgasena, that is true, who is it who gives you robes, food and shelter? Who lives the righteous life? Or again, who kills living beings, steals, commits adultery, tells lies or takes strong drink? If what you say is true then there is neither merit nor demerit, nor is there any doer of good or evil deeds and no result of kamma. If, venerable sir, a man were to kill you there would be no murder, and it follows that there are no masters or teachers

    in your Order. You say that you are called Nàgasena; now what is that Nàgasena? Is it the hair?”

    I don’t say that, great king.”

    Is it then the nails, teeth, skin or other parts of the body?”

    Certainly not.”

    Or is it the body, or feelings, or perceptions, or formations, or consciousness? Is it all of these combined? Or is it something outside of them that is Nàgasena?”

    Still Nàgasena answered: “It is none of these.”

    Then, ask as I may, I can discover no Nàgasena. Nàgasena is an empty sound. Who is it we see before us? It is a falsehood that your reverence has spoken.”

    You, sir, have been reared in great luxury as becomes your noble birth. How did you come here, by foot or in a chariot?”

    In a chariot, venerable sir.”

    Then, explain sir, what that is. Is it the axle? Or the wheels, or the chassis, or reins, or yoke that is the chariot? Is it all of these combined, or is it something apart from them?”

    It is none of these things, venerable sir.”

    Then, sir, this chariot is an empty sound. You spoke falsely when you said that you came here in a chariot. You are a great king of India. Who are you afraid of that you don’t speak the truth?” Then he called upon the Bactrian Greeks and the monks to bear witness: “This King Milinda has said that he came here in a chariot but when asked what it is, he is unable to show it. Is it possible to approve of that?”

    Then the five hundred Bactrian Greeks shouted their approval and said to the king, “Get out of that if you can!”

    Venerable sir, I have spoken the truth. It is because it has all these parts that it comes under the term chariot.”

    Very good, sir, your majesty has rightly grasped the meaning. Even so it is because of the thirty-two kinds of organic matter in a human body and the five aggregates of being that I come under the term ‘Nàgasena’. As it was said by Sister Vajãra in the presence of the Blessed One, ‘Just as

    it is by the existence of the various parts that the word “Chariot” is used, just so is it that when the aggregates of being are there we talk of a being’.”

    Most wonderful, Nàgasena, most extraordinary that you have solved this puzzle, difficult though it was. If the Buddha himself were here he would approve of your reply.”

    The exposition here is much like that of our thought experiment a couple weeks ago concerning the car — a modern chariot — in which over time each part is replaced, and yet it is conventionally, but only loosely, still called the same car. It is also similar to the Buddha’s best-known explanation of non-self, which relates to “… the thirty-two kinds of organic matter in a human body and the five aggregates of being …,” mentioned here. The thirty-two kinds of organic matter break the human body into lungs, liver, heart, sweat, urine, etc. The five aggregates (skandas or khandas) break the human personality into five parts, one of which is the body (or form), the other four of which constitute mind (feelings, perceptions, formations and consciousness).

    The argument is that when you search for the essence of you, it cannot be identified with any one of these various components, nor can it be identified as a part of any of these components, nor can it be identified as something that has any of these components. It is just not there! Yet you sure feel that there is a constant you that sees, that makes decisions, that has these experiences, at least with the aid or through the mediation of these various components, a ghost within the machine, something that is the real you. By reduction, no such you can be found outside of the stubborn sense that such a you must exist.

    The teaching of non-self or emptiness seems to most at first rather bitter medicine to swallow. We spend our lives dreading death; it is hardly comforting to learn that we have never been here in the first place! However recognition of our true nature releases us from the bonds that come with having a self. For one thing, death becomes no longer a problem.

    Next week I would like to discuss why it is we think there is a self, and how the mind fabricates most of the world that we then live in, and how this causes problems for us. Then I will turn to Buddhist practice, how ethics, meditation and ultimately insight help release us from the bonds that come with having a self.

  • Not-Self: Thought Experiment 4 (Final Frontier)

    Uposatha Day, New Moon, February 3, 2011

    “O.K., Scotty, we’re ready to beam up now.”

    “Energizing, sir.”

    Bzzzzz Wrrrrrrrr … Fwup Fwup.

    Captain Kirk and Spock materialized in the transporter on board the Starship Enterprise, hair mussed and looking a bit ragged from their latest, uh, enterprise, and at that moment in the midst of conversation. Captain Kirk was speaking: “… then our material remnants still?… oh, Scotty, ..”

    “Aye, sir.”

    “Please show me the ‘dematerializer ash-pan’. Spock was just filling me in on the technical details of the transporter. I want to see for myself.”

    “There’s not much to see, if you don’t mind my saying so, sir, but you can have a look.” Scotty pulled out a shallow metal drawer under the control panel, in which rested a blackened pan about four feet square, in which stood two little piles of dark ash. Indeed, as Spock had explained, the Captain could recognize aspects of their former identities, a bit of blue uniform, a bit of tan uniform, some fragments of bone. The tops of the heads had best retained their original shapes as the ashy remains had collapsed in on themselves; Spock’s pointy-up ears and pointy-down eyebrows were clearly recognizable in the black ash.

    “So, Spock, if I understand this correctly, the transporter doesn’t actually beam us anywhere. It beams data. Our material bodies stay here, where we are dematerialized. A kind of blueprint is beamed to where new material is reconstituted in our image.”

    “That would appear, in rough outline, to be accurate, sir.”

    “But doesn’t that concern you a bit that that is not really us that arrives at the other side, that we give up our lives here in order for this thing to work there?”

    “I see no reason for concern, sir. Our tasks and the functional capability to perform our tasks are preserved in the process.”

    “But it’s not us that comes out the other side.”

    “That is not logical, sir. We do not exist in any enduring sense in any case. Our functionality continues at another place. That is all that matters.”

    Kirk rolled his eyes; there is no arguing with a Vulcan. But in the days following that conversation the captain felt apprehensive and hesitated a moment every time an infestation of Tribbles or a run-in with Klingons called for his use of the transporter. With time, though, he relaxed back into its routine deployment. He certainly seemed to move smoothly and effortlessly from the Enterprise to the surface of whatever planet he was to visit and back again each time with no adverse effect.

    Then, one bright and sunny day, the Enterprise was hovering over the planet Flubobo, where Captain Kirk was required to present several complaints about reports of alien abductions on his home planet to the the Director of the Earthling Research Institute, the esteemed Professor Flubub-ub, with Spock and Dr. McCoy acting as technical advisors. Captain Kirk, Spock and Dr. McCoy stepped onto the transporter. “Ready to beam, Scotty.”

    “Energizing, sir.” Wrrrrrrrrr bzzzzzzz … Bloop Bloop. Hearing only two Bloops, Scotty looked up from the console. Spock and Dr. McCoy had dematerialized and were presumably now walking happily on the surface of Planet Flubobo, but Captain Kirk was still standing in the teletransporter looking around, at first perplexed, but finally ascertaining his location. “There appears to be a glitch sir. One moment while I check it out.” Captain Kirk stepped over to Scotty at the console. “Ah, I see that all three of you have been successfully transported to the surface, sir. The glitch seems to be confined to the dematerialization unit. One moment while I make an adjustment.” Voop voop voop wibble wibble. “OK, sir, you can step back onto the transporter.”

    Captain Kirk took a step toward the transporter then turned on his heels. “Wait. You just said I am already on Flubobo with McCoy and Spock. Where is it you intend to transport me to now?’

    “Why, nowhere sir, I just intend to complete the process that was interrupted when the dematerializer went out.”

    “Which means you intend to just dematerialize me?”

    “Precisely that, sir.”

    “Over my dead, … uh, body.”

    “But sir, it is in the rulebook. If we ended up with a new crew member every time the transporter had a little glitch, we would have enough crew for three Enterprises.”

    “Forget it, Scotty, that is an order.”

    “Sir, my commander is on Flubobo.” ZZZAPPO!

    Scotty had produced and fired a paralyzer gun that rendered Captain Kirk immobile where he stood. As Scotty grabbed the captain around the waist from behind and began dragging him on his heals toward the transporter, Kirk tried to speak, “Don’t do it; this is murder, … and mutiny,” but no word was heard. Kirk tried to reach for his own weapon, but the movement of no muscle was felt. Presently with the dismayed and helpless captain in place Scotty returned to the console and, with a Bzzzzzzz Bloop, Captain Kirk was gone.

    A few hours later, Scotty, at his console, heard his commander, “O.K., Scottie, we’re ready to beam up now.”

    “Energizing, sir.”

    Bzzzzz Wrrrrrrrr … Fwup Fwup Fwup.

    Captain Kirk, Spock and Dr. McCoy materialized in the transporter on board the Starship Enterprise, hair in place but looking a bit haggard from the runaround they had gotten from the Flubobians, and at that moment in the midst of conversation. Spock was speaking: “You see, sir, you cannot find ‘you’ in your material body any more than you can find the sound of a flute in a flute. In fact, the atoms in your body are being replaced constantly.” Spock then assumed that distant gaze that advertised calculation. “Considering your rate of respiration, perspiration, defecation, urination, caloric intake, … I would say you replace 99 percent of the material in your body every … 7.2 years. The transporter, in effect, simply speeds up the process.”

    Captain Kirk assumed an aspect of contemplation, “I see your point, Spock.”

    With uplifted brow, Spock noticed the scuff marks nearing the transporter. “And besides, the material that remains here from your body is reused to reconstitute incoming troopers. You now have some of my previously dematerialzied matter, and Dr. McCoy’s, as well as some of your own, some of Chekov’s, some of Scotty’s …”

    A startled Scotty interjected, “Oh, you’ll not catch me being teletransported anywhere, sir.”

    Spock continued, “After all, I believe your Earthling Buddha once [MN 109] said,

    There is the case, monk, where an uninstructed, run-of-the-mill person — who has no regard for noble ones, is not well-versed or disciplined in their Dhamma; who has no regard for men of integrity, is not well-versed or disciplined in their Dhamma — assumes form to be the self, or the self as possessing form, or form as in the self, or the self as in form.

    ‘He assumes feeling to be the self, or the self as possessing feeling, or feeling as in the self, or the self as in feeling. He assumes perception to be the self, or the self as possessing perception, or perception as in the self, or the self as in perception. He assumes fabrications to be the self, or the self as possessing fabrications, or fabrications as in the self, or the self as in fabrications. He assumes consciousness to be the self, or the self as possessing consciousness, or consciousness as in the self, or the self as in consciousness.

    ‘This, monk, is how self-identity view comes about.’

    By this time Captain Kirk had assumed a glassy stare. Spock added, “And believe me, you don’t want to suffer with Self-Identity View. You cannot obtain even Stream Entry with the Fetter of Self-Identity View, much less realize the Deathless.”

  • Not-Self: Thought Experiment 3

    Uposatha Day, Last Quarter Moon, January 27, 2011

    Thus shall ye think of all this fleeting world:
    A star at dawn, a bubble in a stream;
    A flash of lightning in a summer cloud,
    A flickering lamp, a phantom, a dream.

    The Diamond Sutra.

    Are clouds objects? Do they exist? Two answers suggest themselves immediately: yes and no. Let’s try to rationalize each.

    But first, consider that a number of causal factors are involved when you see a cloud:

    • Air. A cloud is something air does.
    • Humidity. This is water vapor, that is, water molecules suspended in gas. Air tends to pick up water vapor at warmer temperatures, and to precipitate it at lower temperatures.
    • Crystallization. If the temperature of the air is low enough water molecules suspended in the air will freeze to form ice crystals.
    • Optics. If water vapor is still liquid, light will pass right through it, invisibly. If it hits a water crystal, on the other hand, light will be dispersed. This is what gives the area of the sky the white appearance that we perceive as a cloud.
    • Pressure. The temperature of the air depends a number of factors, but all things being equal, lower pressure means lower temperature means increased likelihood of freezing.
    • Altitude. Higher altitude generally correlates with lower pressure, and so also becomes a causal factor in a cloud.
    • History. Water vapor that crystallizes in the air was probably picked up as warm air passed over a warm body of water, then carried to a higher altitude or longitude, perhaps as the air passed over a mountain.
    • Geography. Mountains, bodies of water, latitude, etc. influence history, pressure, temperature, water vapor content, and so on, and so are also causative properties of clouds.

    In short a cloud clearly illustrates the principle of dependent co-arising, this is the notion that everything arises from causes and conditions; because this arises that arises, seen more globally as the network of contingency that could be said to form the basis of Buddhist metaphysics. For instance, because the parameters of temperature, pressure, humidity, and so forth vary, clouds are predicted to appear and disappear accordingly, and the do. So, do clouds exist, are they objects?

    • Of course not, silly. We can easily recognize that there is no cloud separate from the circumstances that seem to give rise to “the cloud.” The cloud is not found in any one condition, not in the water vapor alone, nor in the geographic formations, nor in temperature, nor in the optical properties of water crystals. Neither is it found anywhere else: It doesn’t enjoy a separate existence; it cannot go home at the end of the day to take a break from causes and conditions.
    • Of course they exist, you unrepentant fool. What gives us rain, and ends drought, allowing animals, plants and human economies to survive, carving out the landscape to give us rivers and valleys and even the Grand Canyon, which also exist, by the way? What is it that has has the shadow, which also exists, that brings gloom to us worldlings. How can it have a shape? None of humidity, pressure, air and the rest has a shape. I don’t know where it goes at the end of the workday but it is certainly on the job in the meantime.
    • Ah, but clouds don’t give us rain, my esteemed feeble-minded dweeb. Rain drops form when larger ice crystals form at low temperatures and fall from the sky. They don’t need clouds to do this. Hah! Try to get out of that one.
    • Hey look! There’s a cloud that looks like a bunny riding a unicycle.
    • What? Where? Oh yeah, wow, it does!

    A cloud straddles the edge of form and emptiness. For instance, a cirrus cloud seems to be more a kind of texture than an actual object, while a cumulus cloud seems to be more of a full-fledged object. What comes between these two poles, waffles. The view of the network of contingency in constant flux, challenges commonsense notions of existence. According to Second Century Buddhist philosopher-monk Nagarjuna, emptiness is dependent co-arising. A cloud is no more that a very simple summary of what is actually a complex set of circumstances and relationships among diverse intersecting causal factors. Alternatively, it is nothing more than the mind’s attempt to track a bit of intractable reality. Clouds seem to lay bare something fundamental not only about the nature of reality but also about the nature of mind. Although clouds are a good starting point for this investigation, almost everything we can say about clouds generalizes to all phenomena. Even YOU!

    How about your car. Is it an object? Does it exist? If we remove a part, say, the horn, does your car still exist, is it the same car? Suppose over a span of five years, after many breakdowns and fender benders, you replace one part after another each with a new factory  part, until no original part remains. Is it still the same car? Suppose every time you replace a part you give your kids the old part that you have replaced. Your video-weary kids decide to knock the dents out, regrind or otherwise refurbish the parts that they receive, just for fun. Delighted to find they have enough parts obtained in this way, they then decide to make their own car from the parts. Pretty soon there are two very similar cars in the driveway. Which is the original car? You are like the original car, or rather you used to be. Even if you have yet to experience an organ transplant, at a lower level every molecule in your body has been replaced. Are you the same you? If your kids saved the molecules you lost and made a new person from the material, are you now the other guy?

    When asked whether there is a self or is no self, the Buddha refused to answer. It is a meaningless debate. But what is surprising is how many aspects of things are not-self. As an object we expect something to be fixed, identifiable, independent and long-lived, but we are hard-pressed to find anything or any particular aspect of anything that has those properties. An object, or a self, is difficult to pinpoint. Among the various interdependent constituents that an object has, just what exactly is the object?

  • Not-Self: Thought Experiment 2

    Uposatha Day, January 19, Full Moon

    Are shadows objects? Do they exist? Two answers suggest themselves immediately: yes and no. Let’s try to rationalize each.

    But first, consider, where does a shadow come from? Well, as shadow arises with the presence of all of the following:

    • A light source.
    • A screen, or more or less flat surface illuminated by the light source.
    • An opaque object between the light source and the screen.

    Some photons emitted by the light source will strike the opaque object and fail to reach the screen. Others will miss the opaque object and illuminate the screen. The result is that a region of the screen will be dark, a region suspiciously shaped like the opaque object, but maybe elongated or twisted.

    This simple account of shadows illustrates probably the most important metaphysical assumption the Buddha ever made: conditionality, or Dependent Coarising (paticcasamuppada): things arise or happen because other things arise or happen, things cease because other things cease. In other words, things have causes and conditions. So, turn on the light source and the shadow arises, but only if the opaque object and the screen are present and correctly placed. Take away the opaque object and the shadow vanishes, as if into thin air. This is just like last week’s donut hole: Take away the donut and the hole is gone without a trace! Take away Arizona and the Grand Canyon is gone! This explains dependent arising, but not yet dependent co-arising. The importance of the “co-” (which is the “sam” in “paticcasamuppada”) will become clear as we understand emptiness better. This is also what Ven. Thich Nhat Hanh calls “Interbeing,” which is a very clever turn of a phrase.

    So, does the shadow exist? Is it an object?

    • Don’t be silly, of course it doesn’t exist. We know, given the explanation above, why part of the screen is dark, and why the dark portion has a certain shape. This will be true whether or not there is an object “shadow.” Occam’s Razor tells us not to add more than we need to explain the observables. What observable would be the independent evidence that such an object exists? My worthy counterpart thinks that aside from the light source (and light), the opaque object, and the screen there is another object, the shadow. So, when you take away the first three, something should be left. Where is it? The phenomenon that makes my badly misled friend think there is a shadow is in fact dependently arisen, that is, it is completely explainable in terms of the things we do know exist.
    • Of course shadows exist. You can see them, you can measure their size. How can you have a sundial without a shadow? Or an eclipse of the moon? And shadows can cause other things to happen. The shadow in the sundial can cause me to know what time it is and the shadow of a tree can increase the comfort level of even my distinguished albeit foolishly misguided colleague, on a hot and sunny day. The explanation above just tells us why the object has to exist, not that it doesn’t exist. (Besides, Peter Pan lost his shadow and had to go back to get it. How would he explain that?)

    So, it seems your shadow exists in a different way than you do. Or do you?

    How about a reflection in a mirror? Is your reflection an object? Does it exist? Two answers suggest themselves, the same to answers that suggest themselves in the case of your shadow, for similar reasons, which I leave it to the reader to identify.

    Your reflection looks a lot more like you than your shadow; it it appropriate to see you as so much more substantial than your reflection? Chinese Zen Master Dong Shan is said in his youth to have had an enlightenment experience upon seeing his reflection in a pool of water. Later he wrote a poem, The Song of the Jewell Mirror Samadhi, which includes the lines:

    It is like facing a jewel mirror.
    form and image behold each other
    You are not it
    It actually is you

    The interesting thing about asking whether something is an object, whether it exists or not, at least in the simple cases of holes, canyons, shadows and reflections, is that the answer has nothing to do with our grasp of the suchness of the situation at hand. We might see directly, intuitively. exactly and perfectly what is going on, and yet still feel the need to add something extra which we, as silly humans, seem quite capable of arguing about endlessly, as if there were something substantial at stake. I imagine that this is what made the Buddha a phenomenologist, and made him critical of philosophical speculation as useless and worse, as leading to delusion. It is seldom noticed that the Kalama Sutta, often considered the license to free thinking in Buddhism, actually warns against excessive application of the intellect:

    “Now, Kalamas, don’t go by reports, by legends, by traditions, by scripture, by logical conjecture, by inference, by analogies, by agreement through pondering views, by probability, or by the thought, ‘This contemplative is our teacher.’ When you know for yourselves that, ‘These qualities are skillful; these qualities are blameless; these qualities are praised by the wise; these qualities, when adopted and carried out, lead to welfare and to happiness’ — then you should enter and remain in them.” AN 3.65 (underlining mine)

    Grasping at one answer or the other we might miss the critical value of shadows or holes in our daily planning on the one hand, or we might begin, on the other, to lament that one’s reflection has disappeared, or to worry that the hole is about to fall out of one’s bagel (and that there would then be a hole in the floor). People actually begin to think like this when the “objects” involved get just a bit more complex than holes and shadows. The message of Kalama quote above is, I think, echoed in wide-eyed Bodhidhama’s phrase,

    “A teaching beyond words and letters, pointing directly to the human Mind”

    Yet we cannot dispense with the intellect either; sometimes, when adopted and carried out, it may actually lead to welfare and to happiness. I‘m putting what words and letters I can muster into this blog post, for instance, in the hopes that it will lead to your welfare and happiness.

    The very first of the fetters which tie us to the wheel of samsara is personality view (sakkaya ditthi), the view that we exist in a very substantial form, as beings with constant identities, distinguishable frrom the rest of the universe, beings that own these bodies and these experiences, beings that think these thoughts and make these decisions, beings that own all these heaps of stuff. This is the delusion that gives rise to greed and aversion as we seek personal advantage and eternal existence for our distinguished selves, thereby giving rise to all that ails us.

  • Not-Self: Thought Experiment 1

    Uposatha Day, January 12, First Quarter Moon

    Are donut holes objects? Do they exist? Two answers suggest themselves immediately: yes and no. Let’s try to rationalize each.

    • Don’t be silly, holes don’t really exist. There is nothing there! Donuts happen to have a particular shape, they are hollow in the middle. But the donut is all that is really there. The donut exits; the “hole” is just a consequence of the donut.
    • Of course holes exist. How can donuts have holes if holes don’t exist? You can see them, they have a location in space, they have a size. Why, they are what makes a donut a donut! What more do you want?

    It would seem that donuts exist in one way and donut holes exist in another way. Donuts seem to exist by themselves, but holes depend on something else being there which is not a hole, namely the donut. In which way do YOU exist? The Buddha’s answer surprises most people.

    How about the Grand Canyon? Is the Grand Canyon and object? Does it exist? Two answers also suggest themselves, similar to those above. Isn’t the Grand Canyon just a big hole? However the answer seems to be more important than that for the donut whole. If the Grand Canyon doesn’t exist then a lot of tourists are going to be very disappointed and the Arizona economy is in big trouble. What are the tourists going to look at? If it does exist, shouldn’t it be possible for Utah send a humongous crane and a gigantic flat-bed truck to steal the Grand Canyon (well, theoretically)? It seems the Grand Canyon, like the donut whole, does not exist by itself, it depends on something else, the land mass of Arizona. But then how is it that the economy of the Arizona can depend on the Grand Canyon?

    And does any of this matter? It matters because most of us have already answered similar questions for ourselves mistakenly, and it has gotten us into trouble.

    A fundamental teaching of the Buddha is Not-self, anattā in Pāli. Closely related to this is the more general concept of Emptiness, suññatā in Pāli. Not-self is one of the Three Marks of Existence, tilakkhaa. Full comprehension of the Three Marks of Existence constitutes liberating insight, the highest Wisdom, in Buddhism. It is what we try to realize in our meditation. The Three Marks of Existence are:

    • Impermanence (anicca).
    • Suffering (dukkha).
    • Not-Self (anattā).

    Whether Perfect Ones appear in the world, or whether Perfect Ones do not appear in the world, it still remains a firm condition, an immutable fact and fixed law: that all formations are impermanent, that all formations are subject to suffering, that everything is without a self. AN 3.134

    Impermanence is the essential condition of the universe, the universe is in a state of flux, change is relentless, and as change happens in one part, it propagates as change to other parts, because of the radical interdependence of all the parts. However, we misunderstand this, we understand things as more fixed than the universe actually allows, we fabricate things that are not actually fully there the way we think they are. In particular we fabricate our selves. Once fabricated these things cannot keep pace with the unending flux of the universe and suffering fills the gap.

    Now, full comprehension of the Three Marks of Existence is more than mere intellectual understanding, though that can be part of the process of gaining liberating insight. The problem is that we can gain an intellectual understanding of something and still not let it change our world view, our values, our behavior, and still not let it shake the earth underneath our feet. For instance, a quantum physicist has a deep intellectual understanding of the stuff of the universe that makes no common sense to the average fellow, but generally never fully inhabits that universe, but rather remains as a contented fellow-traveler firmly in the same universe with that naïve average fellow, with gravity underneath his feet, a car that goes fast when you step on the gas, a dog that slobbers all over his face. We might conceive of a day when suddenly he realizes where he really is, and it will frighten him. Likewise on the basis of a solid intellectual understanding of the Three Marks of Existence we might continue to inhabit in our quiet desperation the same universe as that average fellow, until one day we might realize where we really are, the car and the dog and our very selves disappearing into the flux of the universe. It probably will frighten us at first, but it will be worth it, because the quiet desperation will fade.

    I thought that for a few weeks I might post every Uposatha Day a thought experiment that might serve to facilitate a deeper intellectual understanding of Non-Self or Emptiness in Buddhism. We will explore the ways in which things like clouds and shadows exist, then chairs and cars, and even discover what being “beamed” by Scottie in Star Trek tells us about our own existence. Each week I intend to supplement the thought experiment with some short study notes about the role of Not-Self in Buddhist practice and understanding. OK?

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